Xelheimhill, 33

I'm really just looking for a friend to talk to but I dont enjoy social media mostly because I never feel like I have anything to say to contribute to a conversation if its not interesting, nor do I have a very good memory. I don't mind slow agonizing 'breaking the ice moments' I just want a friend.
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Maybe something more but I don't get my hopes up because I consider myself a dork at times so finding someone who can love me for me is hard.
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During highschool and after I smoked cigarettes like a chimney but have recently quit, although they don't bother me.
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I consider myself an American hikikomori, loner, or introvert, maybe a neet either is fine but I've recently felt the need to interact with anyone even minimally if your up to it.
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Although I do have a job its pretty much just to pay for food and rent but I never stop looking for things in the area.
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I know I'm an adult but I still enjoy cartoonist work from any culture (anime,manga,manwha,cartoons) I thoroughly love reading books, even if I can't remember everything, I'll never stop. I've recently (2015-16) really been enjoying reading all the wonderful fanfictions that people people put online.
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Superhero junkie for life.
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I have great interest in the outdoors whether it just be walking around or actually being active but its difficult to find someone who doesn't find me boring for never saying anything unless its necessary, I mostly just find it hard finding the words I want to say, but I have found with special people I end up opening up to the point of just saying whatever's on my mind.
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I've lost (who I thought were) good friends simply because they felt I didn't communicate enough on a daily basis.